What do you call that fucking thing when you can not sleep???, eat.. walk around without thinking about one specific fucking person?? what should you call it?im loving this

What do you call that fucking thing when you can not sleep???, eat.. walk around without thinking about one specific fucking person?? what should you call it?im loving this
You guys are so nice.. you come to visit my blogs.. well hope you enjoy reading.. I know im not that of a writer but I hope atleast you can get something out of my blogs.. love it
I know this is my fault.. that I fell inlove with you.. I know I shouldnt entertain thought s of you and I .. but I did! I m so helpless.. I miss feeling THE FEELING.. I hate you for giving me signs.. I hate you for that.. Where do you think I am right [...]